Random Thoughts at Random Times of Random Things

Can you believe that ....
I had this random thought of me love to poop..I thought of making it a hobby..like when I have free time, I would just go poop..LOL!!..guess when I had that thought?..when I was pooping!!..that was back in Malaysia..I always think about random stuff when I poop..me wanting to make it a hobby, I think it was because of that relieve feeling I had after pooping..LOL!!..I just remembered this random thought when I was pooping today..LOL!!..I was bored, so I started thinking..this is I what I had the whole I was pooping..you should try this at home, it feels so good..

-nyt-

Time

Time,
Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock,
the soothing rhythm of silence,
Constant,
reliable, feeding on its source of energy
bit by bit, none more, or less,
Always on a role, nature believes it

Now?
Is just now,
Just now, long ago,
seconds, minutes, hours
Doubtful existence, nature believes it

Faster, slower
Matter of perception, nature believes it
Coming, going
Exist? Existing? Existed? nature believes it

-NICOLE TAN-

Burning myself Alive.

22nd November 2008

Green, violet, blue, pink, indigo, yellow, orange
The colors of rainbow, colors of life
Warm, vibrant colors describing life
Life described warm, vibrant
Life none rejects, life all wished
What is the color of death?

None wished, none dreamt of
All comes to it, gruesome end
End of all truth, end of all foes
Depressing, yet one truth to all

A millions of death; only a statistic

22nd November 2008

Day of trying, tried in courts of injustice
Day of wanting, wanted for bounties
Day of trying and wanting, tried and wanted no more bothers
Trite is the new meaning of life
Carved onto hearts of despair
Graveyards become home, homes become graveyard utopia

Speaks of heart, blood be cliche
Blood of cliche, becomes stranger; own no more
Point of no past, present ....Future of a devil

Random Stars.

things when you could do when you're bored .

1) eat mustard with chocolate
2) try mustard with peanut butter
3) make random surveys
4) blog random shit
5) have movie marathon
6) try new recipes
7) walk a mile
8) dress up like a westerner from the 1500s and video yourself trying to strip it off
9) do pre-calculus
10) write a story about your pathetic life
11) lay around like a lazee bum and stare at the ceiling till you feel sick
12) watch a very sad movie ad cry for hours
13) talk to your ex-bf and trash his new gf
14) go sailing
15) bath your dog, if you don't have one, bath your neighbour's
16) prank call
17) blog about your dumbfuck bf/gf
18) have a fantasy
19) massage yourself
20) make a lame video of the house
21) roll around of pile money
22) build some muscles
23) and i'm running out of ideas.

anyway,have fun with your pathetic life. =]

Another day in a place where I call School.

it feels like forever since i updated my blog .
it has been two months now since i started school .
school is awesome overall .
it is what you see on television but this is reality for me .
mean girls, gangsta and nerds and stuff .
classes are alright, not too bad .
my classes are spanish I, hope [mendatory p.e class], accountings II, english pre-ap, world history pre-ap, chemistry honors, pre-calculus honors .
to be honest, i am quite proud with myself .
i am in 10th grade and i am in mostly seniors and juniors classes .
this actually proves how smart we, asians are . =]

anyway, i made lots of new friends .
not all friendly though .
i find most of the people here boring, i really do wonder sometimes what they do at home with all these time .
is not like they ever do their homework or study or go to the mall because the best mall is like miles away .which sucks .
a person like me gets stuck at home all the time .
my entertainment is hanging with friends, football games .
football games are actually cool, you see boys banging into each other so they could not get the ball .
shallow but interesting enough to keep me from dying of boredom .

if you were wondering about the guys, yes, they are cute but not all of them .
is like everybody has someone already .
everybody is taken .
so not many people did ask me out .
whatever ! lol
people refer me as the 'crazee asian girl' or the 'cute asian girl' or the 'girl with a cute crazee accent' .
wow, jeez, that made me feel superior .totally not .

my teachers are all so friendly except my accountings teacher .
she is a bitch !
a big one .
she never teaches !!
and she expects us to know everything but at the same time does not want us to be smart .
she hates smart people, she anti-me !!
because i do my work fast and accurate .
it frusts her when she cannot find any error in my work which make me want to say 'IN YOUR FACE,BITCH !'
but i never had the guts to say it because i got to see her face for like god knows how long more .

the work i get from these classes are like a mother got to clean 5houses .
24hours ain't enough for me .
but i love drowning myself in work .
is fun .
the teachers here grade everything, from homework-test .
which means no copying, no late-work .

plus point to me, is that i can wear anything i want to school !!
sometimes, i would just go to school in a huge t-shirt, shorts and flip flops .
i just get lazee at times to dress up .
is just school, is not a pageant or anything like that .

i just this is a summary of my school life so far .
have fun being jealous .i love being a meany . =]

The Sweet && Sour

3rd may 2008

today is a day of great joy and great despair ...

today is the mark or shall i say proof of me being a year older and wiser ...today is also the mark of where i have to leave everything behind me and start anew ...

this is because today is the day when i celebrated my 'sweet sixteen' birthday and my farewell ...

for some people it is an opportunity ...for some people is the end of what they had dreamt and hoped for ...is a great change either way ...

anyways,screw the emo-ness ...and let me tell u blog readers what happen on this beautiful day ...

*it supposed to start at 6pm ...

*but few had yet to arrive on time ...

*my friends who thought they were some sort of 'v.i.p' came two hours later and some even later ...

*actually most of the people invited came ...but to those who couldn't make it-your loss ...

*oh,ya !!!if my family wouldn't have been there,i can guarantee 100% that there wolud be a girl fight ...lol ...here it's the reason why ...

[sabrina suddenly text me one day before the party and asked whether the party was that night,and so i said no. and yes i did invite her. it was as if she want to come so badly. and it would have been rude if i didn't since she ask. today she came and brought proscilla along. obviously i have to invite priscilla too. we,chinese are like this. we do things we don't like to not hurt anyone's feelings. but my decision of inviting sabrina was terribly wrong !! everyone ran up to me and ask why she was there. what was i suppose to answer? i told them what happen and theier reaction was like whoa ...!!! you don't even wanna know .since my family was there,yusniza aka my precious sister,went up to sabrina and just asked her to leave. yup,that's my brave sister. sabrina was like 'where is your house?so,why don't you go home?!'. sabrina even asked some of my lovely guest to go to her house which is so obvious that is boorish !! she was like debating in my living room. i guessed she like talking to sofas,because i can tell you that no one ws paying attention to her. so,she stayed on and acted like a bloody hypocrite. as if she even like me a bit. why bother coming to my house?! right,my fellow blog readers? at the end she went home,which is a great relieved because yusniza couldn't hold her anger any longer ...]

*enough for the ugly part ...i was glad that noel came ...and he even wished me ...

*after everyone went back ...i went out with yusniza,leonard,shari,yian fong and her boyfriend to stadium carpark ...we drank ...we fagged ...the couples had their loving moments ...lol ...

*suddenly,a police car came our way ...they freaked ...i was calm ...i sort of like pretending to be a foreigner ...spoke in english to the officers ...the officer asked leonard what i'm saying everytime i spoke ...leonard was happily transalating hoping to get the officer's likeness ...the funnier part was one of the officer was flirting with yusniza ...lol ...not lol ut roflmao ...!!!

*pheww ...thank God ...they let us go ...

*we went back to my place ...and lepaked ...me and yusniza were like dead high on air ...both fell asleep ...

..... that's the end of today ....sweet dreams and thanks for reading ...

p/s-the presents were lots and were great ...i love all of them ...thank you,guys !!